Someone said to me once, “When your children are born, they are characters in your story. But eventually they start their own story line where they are the main character and you are in a supporting role.”
It may be hard for a parent to determine when their child’s story has begun, when we should let them learn from their own actions. Notice I did not say “learn from their own mistakes” because I have learned that sometimes mistakes are happy accidents in disguise.
There are many parents of transgender children who wonder, “Is this transition for attention? Is my child trying anything to get through their depression? Is this a response to abuse? Is this because their friends are doing it? Because it’s cool?”
Parents with these thoughts are not alone, and are not horrible people. These are some of the questions that keep us awake, shaking and crying at 3am. These parents are reflecting on a major change and transition, and want to be sure steps are being taken mindfully. Going over “what ifs” in your head is not wrong, but at some point we all need to stop ruminating and move forward – move toward growth.
What finally worked for me was: Release trying to figure out WHY, and focus on WHAT is happening.
You love your child, heart and soul – and seeing them happy while at the same time they know you have their back – will eventually transcend those questions. Keep loving their heart and soul. Who cares about their clothes or haircut? All of that is temporary.
Therapists look for consistency and insistency when helping trans kids. If your child hasn’t wavered the last few years in their transition, then getting them on a path that may fight dysphoria and mental health issues seems like the way to go in my opinion.
Hold their hand and get through it together. You’ll both grow so much from the experience!! And that is not temporary. That is forever.
People ask me if I miss my daughter. I’d rather have a happy son living his true life than a suicidal daughter living to satisfy others.
Isn’t it beautiful when people are allowed to be who they uniquely are, and we accept them without boundaries?
LOVE, real love, is willing to allow those who you care for to be their authentic selves without any insistence that they satisfy you.